Childhood was a challenging time with many unattractive propositions engineered by the programs. Although I couldn’t put it into words as much as I am doing now, it felt like a grey mind prison and I could feel the walls of the entrapment systems. I did my best to keep in touch with the real while going through these difficults years of childhood and teenage times. Physical symptoms and mental disbalances were numerous on the path, including eating disorders, suicidal tendencies, obsessive perfectionism and self-criticism. As for everyone here, the gaslighting had been intense. I ended up giving too much credit to exterior inputs. While I was growing up, the exposition to the triggers that are sent to every real original spark resulted in me falling for self-destructive thoughts, choices and behaviors. As I was merging with other people’s needs, emotions and feelings, I needed to regain the ability, after the impact of mind controlling programs, to set firmer and clearer boundaries with what this design was engineering around me on an every day basis. This kind of change takes time.

One of the repetitive set-ups I have discovered in the patterns that have been set up in my own consciousness is sacrifice patterns with a link to programmed alters (installed in early years) and people pleasing or being exploited by unpleasable handlers, trying to help them from the way they are themselves targeted and repressed. Although I took some shortcuts along the path, the rules of the game had to be remembered. Lessons were numerous in order to start to see through this reality as it truly is, not as I was programmed to believe it is. It took me some time to start recognizing within myself programming of shame, guilt, savior and sacrifice and to understand the first steps of dismantling those heavy but oh so common programs. Learning to cope with exterior projections and mind or psychic attacks has been a great part of the initiation too. I started resisting what the programs were asking for me to do and dismantle the imprint of mind control, making new and different choices. As you know, it’s always a work in progress here. Knowing how mind control and programming work and why things unfold the way they do greatly reduces the time spent in suffering. 

I grew up in Belgium in a small town. It took me a lot of time to realize the impact of programming by covert mind controlling influences which are reaching the ones who have spirit here through their family environments, the education system, the social and cultural environnement, the music, TV and movie industries and governmental, law enforcement or judiciary influences. The extreme engineering of life of every spirited being here comes with many templates of set-ups and engineered situations, especially in relationships. 

I studied translation and screenwriting, 2 skills that would serve me, 10 years after my studies, for the creation of online content and videos. As a young adult, I contributed to different organic stores, healthy fast food chains and magazines in the fields of psychology, organic lifestyle, alternative ways of looking at diseases, self-development and healing. For each of my working experiences, I pierced through handling influences that became unbearable at some point. I was kept inside cubical structures that were partially controlling my mind, actions, decision and the way I was feeling about myself. I later rented 2 different properties for almost a decade. That led to a learning curve in contact with different energies and signatures, some beautiful and interesting, others more draining including harrassers, gangstalkers or other types of beings sent to activate programming. That also led me to live momentary precarious times where I was renouncing comfort (as the result of what has been programmed and installed within my mind). 

In my mid-twenties, I trained in different psychological humanistic approaches, studied Bach Flowers and foot reflexology and opened a consulting practice. Surely though, I still had to come a long way before being able to anchor in doing the work I really feel is my purpose. I later understood that my dreams were seeded for me to leave to travel to south east Asia. Alongside with being in touch with the asian culture, which had an overal positive effect on me, I met different key handlers on the road or after I came back who triggered intense programming within, including beta sex kitten, and alters. It’s only years later I understood how codes and triggers were launched in order to activate certain aspects that were cleverly programmed within for a long time. Though I have always done my best to resist in spirit, I was caught in loops of interpersonnal abusive relationships for years, including with another source player who had little empathy. This led to torture and the activation of alters to a point of short lived episodes with a loss of control and self mastery. The following years, I started to understand how the romantical relationships that I experienced had been engineered. A couple of years after severing the tortuous romantical relationship mentioned here above, I started to work on my online project. Overt gangstalking episodes started to happen more frequently. 

On the path, I discovered how the life of my mother had been engineered just as mine. My spirital journey accelerated with the psychological decompensation that she went through, leading 2 years later to her suicide, back in 2015. Several years after her departure, I would deeply understand how she felt embushed and cornered by the matrix system and how the constant triggering from handlers around was beyond what she could cope with at the time with her inner tools. 

My path took on the detour of the new age. I greatly deprogrammed and distanced myself from inverted and incomplete false-light teachings. As for everything else, it’s a work in progress. 

On the path, I interacted with different beings, including deeply fragmented personalities, ranging from overt or covert narcissism to psychopathy with possessions or undiagnosed schizophrenia. Most have been darker original sparks met (as per their milab programming) as handlers or distractors. At the gate of my thirties, I was at a crossroads in my life, with 3 major initiations adding up to each other. That crossroad can be too much and some celebrities are known not to have survived it. My answer was to warrior up to dive deeper into the journey of deprogramming and realign with what I long to create, study and share while I am here. I made an internal call for answers, to access a wider understanding and to be able to experience something that was until now, out of my reach. I started to make more difficult choices which also meant not going along with layers of the programs. 

These major steps were the start of a process of deprogramming to become more and more skilled at sensing the frequency of distorsion and mind control, recognizing its frequency signature within people, places, crowd events and collective manifestations, including so-called conscious events or different modalities of therapeutic work. This process comes with unavoidable transformations on all levels of existence. The system itself tries to put you back in line or to discourage with different tactics. It is possible you will find yourself alone while others are not seeing through the different layers of reality that are starting to be evident to you. Some of these are not inhabited by the sacred eternal sparkle of spirit but many are, which makes them much more powerful handling influences on the path.

During this intense period, I was granted with a gift in the form of a cat, Qadesh, for a few years, before the being walk out. I am grateful for the support and dedication I received from this high frequency loving and unproblematic being and hope to meet again in different forms. During these years, as I was working on creating my first articles, videos and podcasts, I went through different entangled and complex situations linked to online hive-mind spaces and faced the collapses of friendships due to cult-type settings. I got to understand more about mind controlling programs that were installed. 

An important episode took place in 2020 where I was co-conscious during a brutal access of programming and alters. It was linked to a network I was in relationship with online and which wasn’t what I thought it was. It took time to integrate what happened and dive deeper into the understanding of this alter system that was installed in my consciousness and to perceive the alter systems of others around me. It was just a couple of weeks before I was starting to hold space in different courses that I created. 

In 2022, the timeline of a friend I was collaborating closely with as we were sharing our living space was brutally attacked. His sudden and unexpected departure led me to find my way to another form of companionship on my path, Sounah, a galga spanish greyhound from Spain who have gone through heavily abusive programs during her first seven years. I became more aware about the targeting programs and the engineering around spirited animals. Two years later, I experienced an intense burn out that invited me to look deeper at how subconscious programming had been designing my actions and the ways I was engaging my energy. A big slow pace collapsing followed during the next years with difficult but necessary realizations including desilusion about engineered friendships. That left a big mark on my mental health, affecting my self esteem and activated deeply rooted neutralizing and silencing programs. On the path, I also set more and more boundaries with spiritless, AI run or possessed handlers in the family environment I was born in and worked on resolving family entanglements. To this day, I am doing my best to resist new handling influences, to integrate programming step after step and to resist reprogramming phases. 

On this path, going within is key. From there, you can look into deprogramming the imprints of mind control, working step by step. It’s an ongoing journey. I found keys to take better care of my physical health through cellular detoxification, the mucus-free and mucus lean healing system and periods of fasting.

The work I am sharing here is in line with my own deprogramming journey. You can trace the progresses in the signatures and codes I am able to sign my material with as the years go by. Years after years, I keep on tracing back the programming influences. I got to see the map of the programming that has been installed within, I am aware it’s there and I find ways to navigate it and to create expansion within it. I am documenting the journey as it goes.

This platform is an opportunity for me to reach other original sparks committed to this deprogramming journey and wanting a radical experience during their time here, a tenacious dedication that is stronger than the corruption from programs and the engineering.

My sense of internal purpose is to create content from my own understanding, hoping to have a certain form of positive impact onto the collective timeline and onto the personal timelines of real originals, hopefully speeding up their deprogramming journeys, while growing as an individuated consciousness. 

There is a lot of work to keep on putting out and we’ve all got a lot of work to do in this intense reality we are in currently.

Welcome to my pages and thanks for being here.