From an early age, I had trouble to adjust to the existence and unattractive propositions that were proposed to me as a human being. Although I couldn’t put it into words, it felt like a grey prison. The way I was wired and my main ways of expression (claircognizance and clairsentience) were highly discouraged, repressed and attacked. I lost touch with the organic trying to adapt and survive. Physical symptoms and mental disbalances were numerous on the path, including eating disorders, suicidal tendencies and heavy self-criticism. As I was able to merge with other people’s needs, emotions and feelings, I needed to become aware of the importance and repressed ability to set firm and clear boundaries with the exterior. One of my main set-up was to be a garbage bin for the work others were refusing to do. The rules of the game in this realm had to be learned. Desillusions and lessons were numerous in order to start to see the world as it truly is. I would later find much inner liberation in recognizing within myself programming of shame and most importantly, guilt. Learning to cope with exterior projections and attacks was a great part of the initiation, and learning that it was part of how the system is wired. I discovered how to shift my own perspective and how to dismantle the imprint of mind control.
I grew up in Belgium in a small town and was programmed by the heritage of my family in terms of psychic structures, the education system, the social and cultural environnement and the music, TV and movie industries. These manipulative methods were preparing me as a perfect prey for the world full of predators. They were able to spot me in the crowd and recognize my unique signature. I visited the spectrum of the drama triangle victim/saviour/perpetrator, diving deep into myself to find the way out, step by step and gradually. I also realized how very disconnected I was from my body, living in my head and not trusting my intuition. The gaslighting had been very intense to had me doubt myself much and give way too much credit to exterior inputs. While I was growing up, the constant ingestion of distorted outside influences based on lies resulted in self-destructive thoughts and behaviors. I studied translation and screenwriting, 2 skills that would serve me, 10 years later, for the creation of online content and videos. As a young adult, I contributed to different magazines in the fields of psychology, organic lifestyle, alternative ways of looking at diseases and self development and healing. I trained in different psychological humanistic approaches and opened a practice. Surely though, I was lacking a solid foundation of knowledge about myself. Travels came and crushed everything opened after years of avoidance of human contact. I had to face the codependent way I was relating to others and how to navigate my life with discernement. I was looping into interpersonnal abusive relationships that were strenghtening my sense of unworthiness and my wounds of non recognizion. Later I would discover that I was unconsciously repeating much about my mother’s path, Viviane. My spirital journey accelerated with the psychological decompensation that she went through, leading 2 years later to her suicide. Several years after her departure, I would deeply understand how the system had embushed my mother with an early-set up with pedophiles while she was a young child. I was then able to understand the principles of unconscious repetitions and to change the
patterns at an extraordinary deep level.
My answer was to surrender with humility to dive into my spirit’s journey. I made an internal call for answers, to access a wider understanding and to be able to experience something that was until now, out of my reach. I was ready to do the necessary homeworks. I started to reject all parts, one after the other, of the illusory social conditioning. Tis was the necessary journey to lift the veil upon my ignorance, my illusions and my naivity, coming from a place of innocence. My spiritual immune system was waking up full speed.
These major steps, linked to a deeper esoteric quest, was the start of a process of reactivation and remembrance. I was starting to remember who I really was and to trust my perceptions: I could perceive when people were lying to themselves and lying to me, most of the times while not being aware and conscious of it. Most of them though were unwilling to be accountable. I was skilled at sensing the frequency of distorsion and mind control, recognizing the vibration of it, within people, places, crowd events and collective manifestations, including so-called conscious events or different modalities of therapeutic work. This process came with unavoidable transformation on all levels of life. The system itself was trying to put me back in line and discourage me with different tactics that I was becoming skilled at identifying as I was working through them. Around me, others were not seeing through the different layers of reality that were now starting to be blatantly evident to my perceptions.
I started to look within where the knowledge was waiting to be unlocked. For more than 15 years, I have looked into deprogramming the indirect consequences of MK ultra trauma-based mind control from the culture we are surrounded with, the education I went through with standard education and the way my parents enmeshed me both. The recent years, I have understood with more and more depth what it is about and how the hooks are placed into the psyche and nervous system of individuals. At first, my path took on the detour of the new age spirituality and I had to deprogram a lot from these inverted and incomplete false-light teachings. In front of the realization of the acidity within my body, it became necessary to clean my vessel and my nervous and endocrine systems through cellular detoxification, the mucus-free healing system and long periods of fasting. My deep longing for truth above all led me to bigger topics, including mind control and the complexity of handling through interpersonal relationships. Weither through conscious or unconscious consent or through omission, we are giving autorization for the entrapment to be perpetuated and kept into place. The work I am sharing here is in line with my own evolution. Adapting to this realm as a young child, I made distorted interpretations in order to survive. I am working on these to reclaim my freedom and I am documenting the journey as it goes. This platform is a chance for me to share as I know my journey is assisting others to find the keys at a faster speed in order to break free from hypnotic programs and spells, one after the other.